Crowns
2 Timothy 4:6-8, 16-18
The good fight of faith
4:6 As for me, I am already being poured out as a libation, and the time of my departure has come.
4:7 I have fought the good fight; I have finished the race; I have kept the faith.
4:8 From now on there is reserved for me the crown of righteousness, which the Lord, the righteous judge, will give me on that day, and not only to me but also to all who have longed for his appearing.
4:16 At my first defense no one came to my support, but all deserted me. May it not be counted against them!
4:17 But the Lord stood by me and gave me strength, so that through me the message might be fully proclaimed and all the gentiles might hear it. So I was rescued from the lion's mouth.
4:18 The Lord will rescue me from every evil attack and save me for his heavenly kingdom. To him be the glory forever and ever. Amen.
I’m working on this message while on our cruise, and we just finished a lecture about Salvador Dali’s illustrative watercolors he produced as companion pieces for each of the 100 verses of Dante’s “Divine Comedy.” Of course, this epic poem is about his idea of the afterlife as a circuitous journey, starting with hell, at its lowest level, and proceeding upward toward “the heavens,” at its apex. As I remember the poem, we should all be thankful if we don’t end up stuck in the hellish lower levels, let alone griping that we didn’t get some sort of “award” or crown for how we lived our days while still sucking air. I find it humorous to be approaching this particular message after our review of Dante’s masterwork. However, in light of also reflected on the surrealist work of Dali, one of my favorite artists, I suppose the irony is, in itself, a bit surreal.
Let me continue to digress a bit, hoping to weave this all back together before this thing gets to the “amen.”
Dante’s “Divine Comedy” is surrealist literature, even as Dali’s art is surreal. Both are bold about their views of the Divine mysteries, Dante clearly demonstrating this in his poem, and Dali as a self-proclaimed atheist. As I listened to the lecturer today, it occurred to me that both men’s creative output suggests that they truly had a serious faith in things beyond this, our conscious life, and possibly a profound belief that their was something more, and something greater ahead. Dante’s rumination about it were triggered by the sudden death of his young love, Beatrice. The “Divine Comedy” betrays Dante’s wrestling with the classical “Christian” views of life, death, hell, and heaven. He weaves them all into this profound poem. Dali, on the other hand, calls himself an atheist, yet paints amazing representations of what he experiences in the subconscious realm of his dreams. I wonder if his “atheism” is triggered by the truly surreal landscapes he sees in his dreams, indicating that there is SO much more to reality than what we see while awake, coupled with his interest and knowledge of an emerging field of science in his lifetime—quantum physics. Could he possibly have embraced his atheism because when he looked back at what the church was teaching about the Divine, it could not possibly describe these ever-widening ideas? I must admit that I rarely encounter theologies broad enough to encompass the miraculous world enfolding in the realm of science, knowledge, and the arts. Theology is too often dogmatic and limiting, instead of seeking a broader, more inclusive view. These two greats of literature and art seemed to “get” that there was so much more to life, the universe, and everything—including the Divine—than doctrinal religion could handle, or even wanted to approach. I can get that. I know that we often “blame” the fallout of people—especially the young—from the church on declining interest in morals, or busy agendas, but what if folk are just overwhelmed by the explosion of knowledge at a time when the church is flirting with retrenchment? Maybe there’s more Dante and Dali in us than we might realize.
Now, we come to today’s text from the pen of Paul the Apostle. Paul is reflecting on his calling, his ministry as a messenger of the Gospel, and possibly evaluating his perceived effectiveness. We know Paul was an educated man, having studied under one of the great minds of his day, Gamaliel. (When Paul does that thing about “counting it all as garbage” beyond his faith in Christ, we must realize that he is making a value comparison between his love of knowledge and his salvific faith, the latter of which has been transformative. He is not literally throwing his education out with the trash!) Paul is writing to an audience that did not have his background in classical philosophy, history, and civics, so he approaches the afterlife for them using two simple themes: righteous living, and a “heavenly” reward for it. The “man in the street” could understand this: live rightly and in a way that embraces love of God and neighbor; and God will “reward” us when we arrive in the blessed afterlife made possible by the grace of God through the Christ Event. In Paul’s day, a “crown” was both a symbol of social standing and wealth, both things early Christians, most of whom came from neither, might long for. Paul was offering them a simple hope in the midst of the challenges they faced. We modern preachers try to do the same thing, but it is incumbent on us to realize that our folk are more Dante and Dali in regarding the scope of their knowledge, experience, and the questions they bring. (One of my parishioners once told me, “I come to church each week as an atheist, and hope you will prove I am wrong.”) We and the church err when we “dumb down” the faith. Grace may be easy (not cheap), but our questions and the life that generates them are not.
In the text, Paul is making a case for living an ethical, “righteous” life, as what will be both honoring to God and an effective witness for the Gospel of Christ. He talks of being “poured out” himself in trying to do so. A true faith life is no easy business. Neither is wearing a crown, by the way, as this, too, carries many obligations. This leads me to one of those personal “sidebar” stories…
When I was appointed as lead pastor of St. Paul’s UMC, a few of my ministerial colleagues—who were understandably jealous—questioned what I did to get such a large, “cushy” church job. They saw it as a kind of “crown,” I guess? Having served as an associate pastor there back in the early 1990s, I knew better. While I knew it to be a wonderful and vital church, I also knew the incredible responsibility and heavy workload it presented. There would be nothing “cushy” about it, and that was what I thought was so long before I had to help the church get through the traumatic passing of a truly monumental servant of Christ (and our Administrative Director), Faith Geer, AND the COVID epidemic! My challenge to these colleagues was to come follow me around for a day to see what serving a large, extremely active church was like. Only a couple ever took me up on this, but both said it was a real eye-opener. I can understand what Paul means, at least to some extent, by being “poured out.”
Dante may have had the best answer to the best reward of the afterlife—arriving at its highest level. Where he erred, though, was in the idea that righteous living is what gets you there, which might have been the “works righteousness” of the church in his era. What gets us there is nothing but the grace of God. However, Paul is right in saying that both righteous living and “finishing the race” are godly virtues, but they are responses of gratitude for the grace and love of God which we freely receive. AND they are witnesses to the rest of the world of what an effective, compassionate Christian life looks like. Remember, Jesus said that world will know God’s love when they see it working in us!
What might be the equivalent of a “crown of righteousness” to us in our day? I would say the satisfied heart. When I live at my most “Christ-like,” I can feel God’s pleasure, as well as my own encouraging contentment. This is no small thing at a time in human history when so many find themselves discontented, angry, or depressed. Remembering my distance-running days, I know that even a good split time doesn’t mean much unless I finished the race. So it is with the Christian life journey. You can have the crown; I’ll relish the day-by-day satisfaction of loving God, my most precious loved ones, and my neighbor. It is such a good feeling to do for others out of the deep, deep well of God’s grace that saves and empowers me. And you?
And in terms of serving a large, ridiculously busy church? Dali was right—the clock always seemed to be melting…Amen.